such a bitch

another rant, while im in a shit mood.
sorry.


you dont know me at all, you idiot.
you think you can go along living your life like you do,
like it has no affect on me whatsoever.
well guess what. you're wrong, again.
i hate seeing you get hurt, i hate seeing you abuse
your body like you do. i hate how you're leaving,
and how there'll be even smaller chances of us staying friends.

wake up to yourself.

school's back!

oh yay :D
not even a hint of sarcasm intended there, truth.

i seriously loved the first day back at school today!
it was sooo much fun, and seeing everyone was just so good.
i was in such a great mood allllll day, i didnt even realise how starving i was until sixth period!!

father is cutting sick and being a mad dog by counting down so i get off the computer.
shall update tomorrow before soccer :)
or after, ill see what happens :D

night all.

darling i love you,

but give me park avenue.

green acres (L)
iva gabor, marry me?

sorry

about my previous post.
just getting some frustrations out :)






im in a better mood now, georgia came over for
a bit and watched me make choc chunk cookies ^_^

you may have noticed, i have been saying 'pretty much in love with .. *insert favourite* .. at the moment'
im apologizing for this phrase.
but i like it haha.

im thinking a daily pmilw..atm haha.
love how i just abbreviated that :)

so here's the first -
im pretty much in love with fromspring at the moment.
its fun as haha.
i think its funny to see just how many people want to know
about you, while them not wanting you to know they do haha.
if you understand that :S

oh, and here is my formspring, just in case you want it ;)
http://formspring.me/alexmcg
you can ask me anything.
so go!!!!

i've got to clean the kitchen, so this is the end of this post.
:)
*end*

eh.

i always knew you were going to fuck me over.
just wasn't sure when.
i knew it, i was sure of it.
so was everyone else, but i didnt listen.
but i still wanted you around, wanting you
to be everything to me.
and you were.
i wanted to be everything to you.
ha!
you're a liar, you said you'd never lie to me.
you promised me that.
it's made me hard to believe anything you say anymore.
i've doubted your intentions, how authentic you are.
but mainly, i've doubted you.
i might not as much, if i ever saw you.
you say your parents are 'strict', yet you just
pack up and go to sydney and brisbane and who else knows where
with people you meet on the street.
i mean seriously.
if you can do that and get drunk just about every night,
then why in the world can't you spend an hour with me.
i really wouldn't be bothered where we were, or what we did, if anything.
as long as it was me and you, just me and you.
now i dont know how to finish this.
there's just so much i need to say to you.
mainly, fuck you.

my birthdayyyyyy

oh my god.
so this is my day so far -
woke up at 7:20am, met Georgia 'Ge-Bang Milz' Miller at the Plant Farm
on Beechworth Road and walked to get the morning paper for mother-dearest.
Then i got home and decided to make some oh so delish cinnamon pancakes for breakfast.
while i was cooking this breakfast of mine, i saw that the february '10 edition of
delicious magazine had arrived (we have a subscription).
so i flicked through it, and on page 125, to my excitement (!!!!!)
none other than Jamie Oliver is appearing at Hisense Arena in Melbourne for two nights only.
And here is where my birthday and the oh my god comes in.
those two nights are the 11th and 12th of March.
If you didn't already know, my 16th birthday is on the 11th.
so hey, im freaking excited :D
cause mumma full said we could go.

so now im on the ticketek site.
its a shame i have no idea how to find the damn things!!!!