September 25, 2009

sudden realisations, ftw.

so, forever.
is hardly ever, forever.
can something actually last 'forever'?
at this moment, i doubt it.


it's nice to hear those three words, followed by forever.
everyone wants to be loved, forever.
'til the end of time, neverending, everlasting, forever.
pretty much, being told that no matter what happens in the future, no
matter what happens between you and me, one thing will remain the same -
my love for you will never end.

a life-time guarantee, in a world where nothing is certain.

that's a beautiful thing.
a thing that can be hard to find and can be harder to hold onto, once
you've found it.
a thing that can also come easily, and stays without force.
it's special.

but im not sure that i want forever.
but im not sure that i don't.
i do want a life with you now, today, and tomorrow.
but i don't want a life without you.
i don't know if that means that i want forever.
i know it doesn't make sense.
a lot of things don't, especially me lately.

September 22, 2009

four thousand.

went for the most amazing walk tonight!
i felt so good afterwards!
i even had the pedometer going :D
but stupid me, i put it on my shorts so it didn't shake, so after about
5 minutes I got to the top of this road that has a reeeaaal good view of
the town, and saw that, apparently, id only taken 25 steps :S
haha, so i fixed it and off i went!
when i got home, id reached the four thousand :D
approx. 45mins,
so good effort to me :)

another walk in the morning, and then seeing caldwell :D
and then, dentist at 4:45, im getting braces!!
last time, they messed up the mould for my "spider", so they had to take
another mould and I had to wait another month!
so tomorrow is d-day.

ill update on how it goes :)

September 21, 2009


yesterday, we became the ACT State Champions, yayayayayayay!
but we didn't even get medals for it or a trophy.. :(
the guy who organised it reckoned that they "don't have any money", when
we figured out that there was over 1200$ in entry fees alone :O
so, epic fail by vact.
im talking volleyball, if you weren't aware prior.

another advantage of my weekend in canberra was that we got some of
those japanese photobooth photos :D
haha, it was so fun :)
and it was heaps easy cause yui told us what it was saying haha :)
she's a japanese exchange student, she's amazing.
we also hit up hoyts and experienced UP, the most amazing movie of all
time. im in love.

worked 5ish hours tonight, got home + had singapore noodles made by
mother dearest and now im in bed!

get to see caldwell on wednesday!
aw, yay :)
and then braces wed+thu.

but tomorrow, im getting up and going for a stroll down to work to drop
off some lemons, cause we ran out tonight. (oh no!) so, goodnight :)